uploaded most of the photos i took onto fb today. photos of places i've been to with my housemates, the food we ate, the things we do and our pretty home and its estate.

i'm not coping as well as i hope i did. i feel exhausted of everything but it's only the starting. it's not time yet to say i'm tired but i really am. and there's no way i'm giving up.

there's so much other things i want to do and so many places i want to go, but time no enough ): have to study, do housework and make myself feel fitted in. i want to spend more time on my studies and really do well and make tcm become a natural part of me. but yet, i think it's a waste not to travel around BJ while I'm here. i need more time and i need a super on travel partner.

i think i've never had such a great emotional burden before. everyday, EVERYDAY, there's a part of me tearing up and making me feel awfully miserable. i know i should be counting my blessings that i have my dear friends with me and i know that they would be there for me if i need a shoulder to lean on. but it just doesn't feel the same. not like back in sg. i wonder if i'm the only one feeling this way. like in front of others, we always hehehaha but deep down it's just not alright.

hais ok i shall get back to my books. i'm getting rusty. 3 mths of not mugging and i totally lose it. time to pick up!